You wonder why I do this? I mean why do I spend my time writing or maintaining this site? Truthfully, I ask myself this question. Even though many of us are talking about these ideas, the fact is that the amount of information or should I say disinformation our there about what is real is much more pervasive. The number of brains that have been controlled past the point of awakening frighteningly outnumbers what we do.

A perfect example of this is the recent commotion about the Russian mathematician, Dr Grigori Perelman who declined a $1,000,000 prize for solving the 100 year old Poincaré conjecture, one of the most complicated mathematical problems in the world – so complex, in fact, that after Perelman posted his proofs in 2002 it took several years for other experts to confirm he was correct.

The media is quick to call him insane and write him into the pages of history as a bizarre aberration of the human race, that may be smart, but in no way is normal. But I ask is it possible that the coverage you see isn’t honest.

What if you were the bizarre ones and he was the normal one. The guy who doesn’t want a new BMW or a big house in the hills. What if he was the normal one? The debate about normal being subjective is not of concern to me here. I am talking about something bigger than that. Our role in this thing we call life. Imagine that you and every one of us had a purpose. Something bigger than just waking up, eating, buy stuff, fucking, shitting and sleeping. Is that idea possible in your mind?

I think the proof is right in front of you. The very fact that our media is shoving their propaganda into your brains that the Russian is crazy and you are normal and that we are all fascinated with this is proof. Inside of every person out there is a true self that secretly wishes they were free from the status anxiety and irrelevant competition that society imposes on their lives.

I recently undertook another experiment on my life and my psychology. I decided to get rid of all my clothes. I reduced my entire closet down to 2 pairs of jeans (the same), 4 white t-shirts (the same), 2 black mocks (the same), a winter coat, 1 suit, 2 white dress shirts, 1 black tie, 1 pair of tennis shoes, and 1 pair of dress shoes. Every else was out. Given to charity.

Now keep in mind, this is my entire wardrobe. A life’s worth of collecting “my identity”. You know, you get up in the morning and after your shower you have that little thought about “what am I going to look like today” (which also translates to what costume am I going to put on today for the world to see me in).

I wouldn’t be surprised if you are taken back by this at first. It might also seem insane to you. But in reality this was the ultimate test to see if my mind was free from the social control that fashion and appearance has on us. This Einstonian way of life changes the way you interact with and are perceived by society. I no longer put together my “clown suit” before I enter the world. Clothing now serves it’s purpose. To cover me from the elements and provide me the most basic participation in society necessary to connect to another human being without disturbing the social norm… I would be clothed and not naked. The clothing is functional and basic. The suit and tie are only used when social or cultural norms require a level of respect be paid. For me I drew those boundaries at funerals, weddings, and professional lectures. These functions historically were the events that ancient human beings took time to adorn themselves to pay their respects.

I shared this with you tonight because at this point, if you are reading this essay, you have probably watch all 6 of the first series of the Century of the Self. This documentary should hopefully have sparked your interest in what forces are driving your decisions. Even if you believe that these forces do not exist, the intelligent decision would be to investigate the evidence and prove it to yourself that indeed nothing is driving your life. You are in control of your own subconscious. Wouldn’t that be something you would want to know for sure? I do.

I want to thank you for coming and visiting this site. I search the internet every day looking for something like it that speaks vividly about our condition. To my disappointment I have only found a few.

The second part of Century of the Self (also in 6 episodes) called The Engineering of Consent is now going to be aired here on the spaceship every other day. I am sure you will enjoy it more than the first.

I see you, and I respect you. To your awakening, your good health, and your complete realization of what it means to be such a grand creation of nature, Homo Sapien Sapien.

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